Back to visits

Well got a call today form the case worker for Eve and I guess we are back to visits with mom. The therapist  totally against it so is the case worker but moms lawyer is wanting them back. So any how I get to drive 88 miles to and home tomorrow and its alot . So I talked to Eve today about it when I got home and she is scared to death so I had to reassure her that it will be OK. So for the most part I feel bad about it. We all really still do not know Eve's story cause she has been taught her whole entire life that its always top secret  and that we LIE all the time and the truth is not the truth. So any how I will let you all know how it goes tomorrow . I'm not to happy about it either.