Dec 15th

Well Just thought I would let you all know I am still alive.. LOL I know for those of yo who were wondering well first off we went to Slc this weekend to see the Christmas lights at temple square they were so pretty has usual and it is such a mad house down there.. I will post pics later. We were able to have a party at his cousins house and it was lots of fun. lets do a little run down the kids get out of school next week for Christmas break I can not believe Christmas is around the corner and I am just not feeling it to much this year its bad I guess I better get out of the bah humbug stage and move on right? I for the most part am almost done with shopping I have a few min last items I need to get but other then that I am done. This year I have really tried more on focusing on the true meaning of It the Birth of our savior and service. Which reminds me I love were I live.. I have some amazing Friends how truly are amazing who have called and checked up on me this week and I even had a couple of them show up Thursday to clean my house up after this crazy week with surgery I have had Thank you some much Laura, Berny and Jessica for loving me and caring so much. I appreciate you guys so much also my awesome neighbours  the Nay's who help me threw tons of moments. It is always so nice to know who to count on. Well you all know I had surgery the beginning of this month on the 5th and had an allergic reaction I am on some steroids and antibiotic to help clear that all up and it looks tons better. Just looks like a sunburn now and peeling its still gross looking but it looks tons better and I actually feel tons better. My pain is gone. Exexpt for a few in scion tenderness which is probably from the infection, So any way I did go back and see the sturgeon Friday and they actually found a tumour on my appendix. They are thinking not cancerous but I do have to go see the cancer Dr to make sure. I am a little stressed over it but don't want to stress to much about it tell they figure out more one I had the pain for 2 months so they want to make sure none of it spread, So I am just waiting for them to call and set an apt. SO any way I am not going to stress to much over it.


So enough about all that Eve is doing great we had a parent visit on Monday and it went great we went to counseling last TH and it was good she has suffered some trauma and goes back today. She seems to be adjusting still well and is ready  for Christmas with us and hopefully she has a great day and lots of fun. She is a bubbly happy little girl and no melt downs for a few days she did go to Slc with us and seemed to enjoy it. Carley is doing great and loving school we did ginger bread houses with her class last week and it was lots of fun , Camron is well Camron he is a wild one for sure then Emika is well Emika cute and sassy all in one. Well I will update with pics later and all that I have got to get a few things done before I leave here. To take Eve to therapy again today then to Richfield  to get some stuff done.. Have a happy Monday

Quick update

Well I am still recovering I think I am getting better 1. I had this happen after I had Emika so and we thought it was the glue well needless to say It is not the glue I am allergic to stray stripes used during surgery. So It started Sat with the same blistering and redness and hives very itchy.. So went to Dr Yesterday and he said it was an allergic reaction and gave me a shot of steroids and an antibiotic needless to say It is looking better it is still disgusting but some time the pain is worse then the actual surgery. With blisters popping and such it makes it hard to look at. The thing is I still have to be a mom in it all to and so that leads me to I did end up taking Eve to Beaver yesterday for a visit my dad went with to help manage kids and drive.. Thank you dad. Some are probably asking is she crazy. One I had to put myself were Eve is she really did need to know mom and dad were OK and they did have a 2 hr visit and the Case worker said she talked a lot about us and how we have been taking care of her and it did make me feel better that her parents both did say Thank you and are very appreciative so made me know I am doing the right thing. Jesse did have to go back to work yesterday. I am so thankful for him and all his help and listing to me cry when he knows my pain tolerance is so high and how this infection has took a toll on me He is an amazing husband and daddy !! I am so thankful for all my neighbors and family that has brought meals or have just called or texed to make sure I am doing okay. I still have to do mother things and Its okay cause I live for these kids .. I am so thankful for my ward family and Friends.. so needless to say I am healing and hope I am on the mends cause we are headed to Salt lake for the weekend to see the lights. So hopefully this all heals soon. Thank you every one for your prayers !!!

What a day

so sorry this will be short. One I am posting from my iPad has I lay on the couch . So reamber yesterday I said ct scan and I hope we figure out something. We'll we figured out something I had to have my appendix taken out this morning at 6 so went in last night for fluids and antibiotic. Jesse has been amazing . His mom took the kids last night thank you for family so close to help. The reason I had to go in so soon. Is my high pain tolerance the dr think 's some of it may have already ruptured so needed it out ASAP. I am so thankful for were I live and family and friends who are more like my family also and this ward I live in is amazing thanks for all your kind words and prayers .

Life update and our craziness

So I honestly have been trying to update this all week but this week is just crazy. We have had something everyday this week after school with at least one of the kids. So Thanksgiving was great the best was my hubby was off for like 5 days and we went tree hunting all the kids had a blast got the tree up and it looks like Christmas at our house the day after Thanksgiving we welcomed Jingles (our elf) back with a hot coco party and he is pretty mellow so far this year .. (lets keep our fingers crossed) Has we head into Dec I am honestly struggling. I want my kids to be joyous and have Fun but I also want them to re amber the true meaning of Christmas the birth of our savior. SO we are working on that. I can not believe how fast time goes by. Kids are all doing great!! We had dance performance this week at ball game girls did so good. Christmas school program last night they all did a great job it was fun to listen to them. I am so thankful for my husband and all his help last night he is an amazing daddy !!!
The kids have two weeks out of school so I am trying to find fun things for us to do being cooped up in the house with them I am sure we will have a great time tomorrow we have the coal mine party and our first visit with Santa!! So Eve is doing great we have had a few melt downs this week and very emotional Monday she went to the Dr and she is in good health. She was able to talk to mom and dad and cry ed. We get to go see Mom and dad Monday all though she told me yesterday she was scared to. So yeah today we have team meeting which I am glad I can just call into for a Min being that I finally broke down and made another Dr apt have to go in for a Ct Scan today and I am scared to death.. One I have to drink this crap and I know it is just going to taste nasty 2. I don't even like being in elevators how am I going I going to handle a machine in there by myself. Honestly I just hope I can do it so I can get down to the bottom of this pain. But then I am scared to death of what they might find and have to do. My mom has similar symptoms and hers was Velcros veins around her uterus. So she had to had a hysteratimyiye  so it could be a possible thing. I am worried about dum stuff that I know could happen One ovarian cancer I am like freaking out on this one so needless to say I just try and not to think about it but what do ya do when you are in pain and wonder what is causing it. SO hopefully we can just get to the bottom of it. So we are all doing great just busy I will post pics later  of tree hunting and Jingles but has for now. We have refinanced our house and I have a guy coming to take pics of the house within the Hour.. Have a great day