Anniversey 11 years WOW

well me and Jesse were married 11 years on may 20th I can not belive how fast time goes by, this year we decided to go on an over night date yes alone...we went the weekend before are annivesery cause that is when we had a baby sitter..THank you amy , mom and blake for watching our kids...we went to castle creek in in salt lake..we had rupunzils tower room..it was nice just to be with eachother and not have to sworry about our kids. We had not been on an overnight date since Carley was 18 months old..I really stress over kids Cause I am weried like that..LOL..we went out to dinner at Bajo;s my favorite place then we just hung out ...and it was nice we had a hot tub Jesse bought me flowers and it was just really a nice out..THanks BAbe..
For those of you who don't know how me and jesse met..I will give ya the story we met on October of 1996 and we met at wheeler farm he had a date that night and had forgot all about his date and he sais when he saw me that we were ment to be..The next day he called me and didn't even rember my name he had his friend call and he was so in love with me I honestly thought he was CRAZY!!! Jesse came into my live at such a good time I had a boyfriend and was in a very abusive relationship and he was a way out...Jesse was the best thing to come into my life the funny thing was we felt such a connection..and there was days we were both like what is going to happen next I couldn't ask for a better husband..Happy anniversery to us and a many more to come

MOTHER"S Day

yes another lovely mother's day..I just love this job there is nothing better then being a mom...today we went to church and there was some awsome talks if I could here them they would of been better...I like what the one lady said she said no matter how we grow we still call and want to talk to mom..dad answers and you ask how he is and if mom is there and if mom is not there the conversation is done..I know I talk to my mom everyday but i laughed today when I called to tell my grandma happy mother;s day and my grandpa answered I asked how he was and asked if grandma was there...I am thinking alot today about alot of things I know at times I am not the best of mom, my kids tell me i don't love them and I really do they just don't understand how much I love them..that I would do anything for them they are my everything...and I love eachone of them for some of the same reason...and eachone of them for a differnt reason like CARLEY she is the sweetest little girl and has a personality like no other..she is a great help to me and I love her so much for helping me..CAMRON now he is just camron what is not to love...Emika this kid can go from sweet and innocent to pure devilness and I love it...she is alot like me..I love my kids and apperciate them eaach day...and I know has they get older we will have lifes and trials..It took me so long to half carley I would cry I wanted a baby so bad ...I rember how they looked and how I felt when I held them or saw them the 1st time..and just how special they were...I thank my husband for finally deciding to have a baby and he is a great daddy and remarkble husband..

next to my mom..I miss her ...I hate that she is so far way and I love that we can talk everyday..MOM I want you to know that I love you and think of you everyday...she is truly and insperrasion to me and I love you mom..thanks for all you do for me and my family..

OH my mother-in - law how is also a great person and has affected me so much in my life I love you and everything you due..I love that you are my best friend and can talk to about anything..even if it is your boy driving me crazzy thank you for listing I love you...

I know you guys probally get tired of listing about Aunt shawna but like everyday today I thought of her and I miss her I wish I could pick up the phone and call her...but know that that is not possible..I went to the cemetery yeasterday and her headstone is beautiful...shawna you are in my thoughts everyday and I miss you everyday...love you sis

catching up

Wow I have been a slacker on this one well let's just due a run down of the family..oldest to youngest...JESSE is doing good still working at the coal mine and loves it, it has been a blessing to us..we are getting ready for farming season and hoping for another great year..Jesse is in the process of building a shop I so wish it was my house but we will get there soon..so he has been busy working and being him..

NOW to me well I quit the daycare and I am loving it has for right now. I am working at the elemenrty school and I love it..I have decided to countine my education in elementry education. so I am working on getting my assocites right now I struggled with math but we are going to try again other then that I am still busy trying to be the best mom ever and wife and I feel I fail at the sometimes...I am getting exited for summer it is going to be a great summer bring on the camping and FUN ....

Carley is getting exited for school to be out and has loved 1st grade and her teacher she is so much like me it scares me she is boy crazy and all...she is a good helper..she jsut loves playing school with her brother and sister..she did ballet this year and loved it she is thinking about clogging and tumbling next year..so we will see.. I am so proud of her and she is such a beautiful young lady..thanks carley dee for being u..

Oh Camron well what more do i need to say...He is all BOY ...he did preschool this year and will do another year of preschool which is good the teachers need time to ajust..he is a big tease and loves picking on his sisters...he is getting very smart and a smarty pants to he has attitude..but we love him and ham glad he is are's we love you buddy boy...

Then Emika Stella how my this girl can go from sweet and inoccent to the evil child..she talks a little bit..but she is turning into a terrible 2 year old...and I am so not ready for this one to turn 2 ..she is my BABY and it happened so fast...this kid can take down camron and she is defintly the youngest spoiled rotten...LOL and full of it...but we sure do love her...