in memory of aunt shawn

SO THIS IS IN MEMORY OF SHAWNA THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DO NOT THINK OF YOU. HOW IS MISS OUR LONG TALKS AND YOU ALWAYS BEING THERE TO SEE ME THREW. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE ONE I CALLED WHEN I WAS SAD OR JUST NEEDED A FRIEND. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND TTHIS TIME OF YEAR HAS BEEN HARD THIS WAS THE TIME OF THE YEAR WHEN WE WOULD ALWAYS SEE YA. I JUST CANT BELIVE ITS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR SINCE U PASSED ON. I KNOW U DONT HAVE THE PAIN. AND I KNOW YOU ARE WITH YOUR DAD, I KNOW YA WOULD OF BEEN OKAY. I WISH THERE WAS MORE WE COULD OF DONE TO HELP YOU THREW WHAT YOU WERE GOING THREW. I LOVE YOU AND MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been a while

so its been a while sorry my life is crazy i dident think one more kid would make such a differnce in life but she is great fun and getting so big!!!! so lets start with Emika Stella or little stella we call her she is so cute and growing so fst I cant belive she will be 5 months next month on the 10th crazzy. She had her 4 month check up and everything was good she wt 14 lbs somethins oz and cant rember how long but she is so dang cute she doesnt talk has much has the others did but she is a happy baby and we love her tonz.

Next Camron and he is a holy terror i dont know why i clean house just for him to destroy it, he has a fun peronality and is getting pretty sassy but he is funny he is talking so much more and loves his sisters likes to torture carley but she deserves it. He is 3 now and alot of fun.

Then there is are one and only carley and she is getting so big and smart she is learing to read and is getting very good at it she has lost 3 teeth this year and it is so fun watching her grow and she has an attituide somedays but we love her and she is such a good big sister and helps me out alot, she can be a drama queen sometimes though/she is still in all day kindergaten and loves it. so do we.

Jesse is still at the coal mine and loves every minute of it and so do I he is home alot more and alot closer to the kids. He is such a good daddy and husband I love him tonz and he is going to be having is 31 st bday on the 3rd and then I am not much to much behind him I couldnt ask for a better husband. LOVE YA BABE. Has for me I am adjusting to 3 kids around still i am still nusrsing the baby this has been my longest and I am so proud of my self I am losin my weight alot faster and just trying to keep up on my house which somedays I can do and other days I can not I dont know some pepole can do it/ I took a new job at the school has a reading tutor and i love it it's a nice break from my little ones. and i still work at the daycare and am still liking that. well mother hood is calling I still have alot on my mind though so I will Blog more later/