School YIPPEE

I can not believe school has started and summer has come and gone.. This year I can not believe I have a middle scholar and YES she was freaking out,, I love her though and am so proud of her she is an amazing kid .. But she did come home and love it and decided she was not going going back to 5th grade.. This Year Camron is in 3rd grade and has MRS. McDonald I am so exited for him to have her. He so far has been doing super !! Eve is also in 3rd grade this year and has Mrs. Bartholomew here is the BAD NEWS though Eve is leaving to go back with mom and dad which we are also super exited and nervous about. She is ready to go back she had an over night visit and said she misses them. she has been such a joy and we are glad we have had a positive relationship with mom and dad to where we have made it where she can call us and come visit us any time so we are happy but also sad she will be leaving. she has grown so much here and was super exited for school and such to start. We will miss her the day is Sept 25th that she leaves I will foster again YES !! So we will be awaiting our next journey.. On to Emika Stella she is actually in Kindergarten again a full day and seems to be loving it again .. so here are pics

 She still wants to be just a princess

 I love her !!

 Camron has gone from cop to Sheriff

 she was waiting for Car to come out the door and she wants to be a firefighter

 she was a little nervous she wants to be a teacher or hair styles or a photographer

 Lol I had to do this one I did not cry but had alot of missed emotions for sure

 They were so ready to go

 By her afternoon door again Mrs.oliver

 Oh Camron he is a cheezer

well we were super NERVOUS I love her ,, Good luck kiddos in all your accomplishments this year the SKY is the Limit and I love you and am so proud of each of you Love mommy and daddy ... GO Sterling's 

Stella turned 6

I can not believe she is six. and what a joy she is to be in our family we love her sassy we love her attitude and her kind little heart and her spirt that is so strong. We had a Minnie Mouse party this time CUTE !!! so here are some pics of that

there ya have it baby girl turned SIX !!!

Yeah its been awhile

So with summer here it has been busy and I cant see we have accomlished alot but we have had fun and have enjoyed each other and some Awesome friends !! So June was busy we did go camping fathers day weekend it was fun to get up on that mountain. We had the 4th of July I love that holiday its my favorite I ran a 5K that weekend and took 5th there was only 7 opf us but I refused to come in last it was a good accomlishment for me I am runing another one in August I do belive. We have been hanging out at the Manti pool and just hang out with Mrs. Amazing and her super duper Cute kids I love them to pices and its always and adventure with them. We just had our annul commuiny party at the flat and we camped this year and had a tons of fun. So let me do a quickl run down on everyone.. lets go Youngest to oldest this time

Emika she will be 6 on the 10th of august she is sassy and I mean SASSY we would not have her any other way she is ready to do kindergartedn again and has just been enjoying summer she is not fond of fireworks but she has had a lot of fun this summer and we still have a few weeks left.

Eve well yes we still have her bad news is is she will be laeaving us the end of September possibbly, Court date is October 13th for parents and they are going to start unsupervised visits next week. I have missed emotions for sure and apart of me wants her to stay here and another part Is i am glad she has came into our life. and I hope she just takes what we taught her and that she will reamber us forever. We will see how much contact mom and dad let us have with her they really have come along ways and so has Eve . Our family will miss her dearly and will never be forgotten for sure. Will we foster again YES !! Was this worth it YES .

Camron oh yes the only boy and he hates it he has loved summer also and is ready for School to start. He is a bubble of energy and we sure do love him .. He wakes us up all to early but we seem to get threw the day.

Carely I am not ready for these teen years and she is only 11 but going on like 30 she is sassy and mouthy and I am like holy crap child. she is into boys a little to much and I am not looking forward to this part at all she has a little crush on Mrs. Amazings son and I am totally ok with it bad part is he is 4 years older but we love her and she is just more and more like me everyday OOPPS !!! She is getting a little more exited about heading to Middle school and we are glad I just cant belive how she has grown up !!!

Me well I have been doing good I had another ct scan done and every thing looks good so I am so far cancer free for 6 months thank goodness. I did not get the job I wanted at the middle school but I am hoping to get the other one if not I may just stay home or sub again just not sure yet , So i am good just been busy with kids and such and I am loveing being home with them during the summer .

Jesse he has been ok there has been a few things going on with him and he has to go to physcal thearpy so we are hoping that helps him. He is still at the coal mine. He is such an amazing husband and daddy and i love him so much for helping me threw our crazy life thanks baby

splash pad 

fathers day weekend 

lol from a distance this looked like a bear 

love him 

fathers day weekend 

canoeing 

Mrs. Amazing and our families pretty much crazy toghther 

this weekend

this was the highlight of our trip thanks baby 

A busy life

Well school is out and I can not be live it we have been so crazy busy with softball just a couple make up games this week for fun. We had lions tournament and it was great has always Carleys team did a great job and placed 2nd in lions. We were up against are other Gunnison team and it was a good game and our girls put up a good fight. Carley loves softball and did a great job this year I hope she keeps with it. Good Job sis !! Emika also played this year and did so good she didnt know what to think at first but did a great job the last couple tournament games she hit the ball and was so cute !! we are so proud of her !! We have been busy we still have Eve and from talking to the case worker we will still have her tell November it is looking like mom may get her back. We will just have to see the kids are still adjusting and  there are still moments that I wonder what we have got ourselves in to but its worth it it is a service act in our eyes. I still can not believe I will have a middle school er next year and a 3rd grader and Yes another year of Kindergarten I think this will be the best descion I made for her. So I have not blogged forever so lets just due a little run down real quick update!!

Jesse well he is Jesse and we love him we celebrated out 16 year wedding anniversary in May I can not believe it we have been toghtehr for 19years and I still re amber the day I met him it was the best day of my life. He is still working at the mine and it has its days for sure. We just wish he was on days so we can have him at night home with us, He was able to make it to a few softball games and he loves watching his kids grow into the little people they are. We love you baby so much.

Me well I have been super busy with kids between fostering and our own. it gets crazy busy!! I am loving summer so far there are days is all they want to do is fight. So basically I have been busy just running kids around and hanging out with my good friend I have blogged about her before Mrs. Amazing its always a great day when we are together!! I also just applied for a job I will let you all know later I just am hoping I get it . So wish me luck !!

Carley oh my I can not believe how this little girl has grown up !! I can not believe 6th grade . She dyed her hair blonde and I am still trying to get use to how grown up she is .. I love her she is such a big help around the house and helping with kids she can be a little spit fire at times and tryes to take on the mom role way to much . We are proud of her for all her accomplishments she did not miss 1 day of school all year either good Job Miss Dee

Camron wow I can not believe 3rd grade he is still a handful I don't think we would have him any other way though he can be so sweet and the a devil the next. We love him and are proud of him not sure what he will become . or what he will due. He loves wrestling but gives up to fast and I wish he would be more confident. I am sure he will play foot ball he seems to like it. he wanted to due baseball but with the 2 girls playing it makes it hard so maybe next year we will see. He also missed no days of school Good Job buddy !!

Oh Emika we just love the little person she is. she is funny, bossy and just crazy and defiantly the spoil est . We love her and are so proud of her we are so thankful for this little girl in our lives we could not ask for any better of kids. She is one of a kind for sure . I think when she gets older watch for her on Drill team she loves to dance .. we love you little girl !!

Eve well she is doing great she was nervous about not having school but seems to be adjusting to it now, We are not ones to just sit during the summer !! We are hoping for a campiing trip ASAP this month . Therapy is going good I personally thinks she likes going and visits are going great we are trying to get set dates for both and it seems to be working

SO there is a little bit of what has been going on

 we did go to the Payson open house what a beautiful sight and a good experience for the kids

 Free fishing day Mine party

 Championship games

 2nd place Good job girls !!!

he got one that night when we went again he was exited 

A big and hard decision

Well yesterday I got a call from the school about Emika. Has some of you know this is Emika is in Kindergarten she just turned 5 in August 2 weeks before school started. So I get this phone call saying you know Emika is not progressing and I think It may be a good idea to hold her back. One she is the youngest in the class so I bawled cause I kind of knew and had my doubts about putting her in kindergarten this early. So after alot of questions and alot of thought and prayer. I have decided to hold her back it is not easy but I feel she will progress this following year the only thing that has stopped me from a possible no is the friends she has here in Axtell are all in Kindergarten . I know she will make new friends has bubbly has she is. Its just hard to think about. I am sad in it all. I just need to do what is best for here learning and this grade is the easiest place to hold them back. So I hope she will do great and process things a lot better this following year. I need to talk to the principal about it today cause all in all it is our decision. So wish has luck!!

Visit

Visit went OK. Eve has been since then a little quiet. SO we will see how therapy helps her express it all tomorrow. I am sad that this has taken place again. I really hope for Eve's sake mom or grandma can get her back . But has for now we are enjoying her and she is so ready for school to get out. Time frame wise on her we are still not sure. We do know this we are licencing  this month which brings me back to I guess I better clean my house . and little things.

Dance has came to an end

Well dance recitals came  to an end last weekend all 3 girls did a FABULOUS job.. I am so proud of them all I have pics of Carley and Emika also Eve but Eve's Will not be on here due to security reasons just so you know. so here are pics

 Oh Stella we love her

 Miss Dee she is so cute! we love her to

 Emika and Mrs. Ashton we are so sad to see her go and we will miss her dearly this has been Emika teacher for a couple years and they have such a special bond. We have built an awesome friendship and we will miss her terribly. Emika got out of the car that night and was crying and I said what is wrong and she goes I already miss my Mrs. Ashton . We love you girl !!

 and them again

 Carley

 This was my favorite dance this year and Mekesha Thank you for making her more sassy then she already is LOL We love her !! We love Mekesha to you are great thanks for all the hard work you do. WE love you and look forward to a great year next year!!

Eve did a great her first year also and loved it good job girls one proud mamma !!