I just love these pinterest  is my addiction even when it is for just a good a laugh .. HAPPY Thursday !!!

January update on goals

Okay so being Jan is almost over and I have lost my list for Feb goals so we will get those in her later lets see how January panned out with goals ..
1. to work out at least 2 a week (ACCOMPLISHED me and Jesse have been going to the gym and I have been going to Salina to workout in the morning and the night depending on Jesse's shift YEAH now to keep it up)

2. take Carley out for birthday. ( We did alot has a family and went swimming the Monday before her Birthday so I would say MISSION ACCOMPLISHED)

3. DEEP Clean pantry and fridge .. (accomplished you would never know it now though )

4.week without YELLING ! (I went a couple it is a start right )

5. BE HAPPY (for the most part I did okay still need improvement..

6. lose 3 pounds ... Umm don't think happened but my scale is dumb so who knows

7. Temple at least once.. MISSION FAILED (Next month for sure hoping to get back in to routine.

8. Plan primary lessons to a T ( I did pretty good I think.. )

9. foster care background checks .. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED .... Now we just wait for Classes in the end of March IN Beaver Yeah ... so all in all Jan was a good month .. lets keep it going ... I will post Feb goals later today or tomorrow ..

We had a Birthday (Duck Dynasty style )

I can not believe I have a 10 year old I have know Idea how she grew up so fast and is turning in to quite the young lady. and This momma is not ready for it at all. I have to say. She is totally in to boys and has a great personality. She is one amazing kids I just keep thinking in 3 years I will have a teenager WOW .. I know right. Carley is the most tender heartessed kid and is so smart and gets frustrated really fast. She still loves school and for the most part does okay. she amazes me every day she is still dancing is in clogging and Jazz this year and tumbling. She is great with her brother and sister and just loves them to pieces. she wanted a Duck dynasty party this year and we made it has girly has possible. But for the most part it turned out GREAT so here is pics of that.. 

pink como cupcakes 

getting ready to Party 

duck calls 

we made these 

the best of cousins (sometimes these 2 have a love hate relationship sometimes 

all the kids we were missing a few 

Happy HAPPY Birthday that is 

the mom who puts it all togther 

are present 

she was SHOCKED 

she almost stated crying she has wanted this for 2 years now and finally got it =) love you Carley DEE hope you had a great day the smile on your face made it so worth it 

Frozen theme dance

Emika's teacher did a frozen theme for dance and it was so cute.. here is pics

My husband is AWESOME

So I have been trying to figure out how to fix my blog and make it more me.. Yes flip flops are my style but it was  getting kind of OLD.. So is it not so much better.. Thanks babe even though I am yelling at you at this very moment cause you are such a spoiled BRAt,, but I do love you so very much and am so thankful for you in my life you are a great man.. Love you me and you

just some little quotes... 

and yes the way I feel most the time 

some thing differnt

Okay so any ways has many of you know I have a serious addiction to pintrest and I love that site so much and I find a lot of cute sayings and just fun stuff on there so I am going to blog more on my post from pinterest it will range from my different boards and can range from different things from day to day so I have 2 today.. so we will see how this all goes .. feel free to comment and I am going to let you know my true feelings on these posts has well or how I really feel about it.. so here they are...

    To me this is just an attitude I need I am enough .. I am not perfect and I do make a lot of mistakes and I am enough and I am just my self which I am fine with .. I am fine with my mistakes in the past and have learned a great deal from myself and others in the mistakes I have made I am not perfect reality is NO one is.. SO I am enough for me and My family and that is what matters to me ..  

this is just me and how much I love my kids and no matter what I do I love to here my kids laugh and the looks on there face so is being a mom worth it HECK ya and in these moments are the best and for most I have the greatest kids and looking forward to helping other kids that come in to our lives am I a perfect mother No but I am ENOUGH and that is what my kids need is just ME .. 

really on Sunday

okay well we had a very eventful Sunday morning.. So Jesse had just feel asleep and we have a co detector by are fireplace let me remind you we are not on gas out here so we burn coal in are fireplace and really that is what heats are house and I love the heat it puts out.. So any way co detector going off so Jesse comes down to the front room and checks it comes back to bed and he says it was unplugged so I plugged it back in I am like okay 10 min later it is going off again I am like really it is 3 in the morning.. and So he comes back to bed and The one in the hall way starts going off.. I am like okay there has to be co in the air.. So we open doors and windows then guess what happens POWER goes out and they are still going off like crazy I start panicking my chest hurts I had a headache and I had one before I went to bed... ya power out flash light is dead and Eric has Jesse's new flash light thank goodness he is on duty and runs it out to us.. so we get kids out to the van cause I am freaking out and getting sick so I can only imagine what is going on in my kids room.. So we call dispatch were thinking they will just send out 1 fire man with a co detector.. oh NO not in a small town.. holy cow so at about 400 the fire truck and another truck show up to our house and long behold are co in are house was 56.. so for those who is not very familiar its a pretty high number and your home co detectors will go off at about 30.. so being that I was not feeling to good.. they had the ambulance come out to check all of are vitals and we were all good.. but where I had the headache they wanted me to at least go to the ER so we got the house down to 0 and Jesse took me to the Er so we were at least thinking they would do blood work but no they did not but me on oxygen and then at 830 we left the hospital and my kids were determined we were going to church .. Church starts at 9 so yeah we went.. I am just so thankful for Jesse being home cause I think If I was home by myself and this happened I would of been freaking out .. the firefighters were all so great and with the kids they were wonderful I am thankful for this small community we live and to know that in this situation no matter what time there are neighbors who will show up or even send ya text to ask if every thing is okay .. I love my kids and this was a great learning expernixe for us all.. Jesse and I did make a great team hauling kids out has fast has we could and getting them to a safe place I am so thankful that none of us got super sick and that we all are happy and that we do have a heavenly father that watches out for us.. so my kids well Carley taught them about safety and here is her oxygen masks she came up with what a smart kid.. Love them all so very much

Carley's 4th grade play

this little girl never seems to amaze me and I just love her so much so she was an Indian in her 4th grade play and she did a very great job... 

little update on you know

FOSTER what else.. We go Friday to get background checks and fingerprinting done. We are still very exited about this new journey and getting geared up.. which means car seats, beds etc.. any thing else to bring these kids here clothes and whatever .. My kids have been asking about it a lot which amazes me cause they are so so exited to help and serve.. Love those kids of mine. Camron even gave to of his bears to are foster tote we have what a special kid.. We will hopefully be taking classes in March .. so I will update you more I am sure,,

what is in the tree

Well I walked out side to talk to my brother in law and he is all look in the tree and I am like WOW ran in to get the camera and here is what I saw and can I tell you I just love my New Camera it is so AWESOME

is that not AWESOME 

Carley's Early birthday present

So Monday after the kids got out of school we made a quick trip up north because of Jesse's speeding ticket in Grantsville he got so we stayed the night up there and let the kids miss Tues from school and this year I decided that for there Birthdays we were going to take them to build a bear so that is what we did Tues on are way back home we stopped at the mall and I can not tell ya how much fun we all had in there .. the other 2 are way exited to go due there's to.. So here is pics of are little fast trip...

in the car chill in with the ipod 

chillin with the ipad 

hes crazy 

the payson temple 

Mrs. Dee 

he was mad about something can you tell 

Jason trying out my camera 

this is what she picked 

picking the sound.. 

stuffing it 

again 

warming up the heart 

making the heart so it is beautiful inside and out cause it is a girl dog 

again with the heart 

again 

grooming up the dog so it is nice and fluffy and had a little hair bath 

daddy helping 

again she was so cute 

he really was exited to be there 

birth certificate time .. she was so cute when it came to the name of her dog.. Its name is Shawna after Auntie I almost started bawling in build a bear and just to see Carley so happy it made me smile. I can not believe  my oldest is  going to be 10 and how much I just love her every day how she makes me smile.. 

Camron helping out sister 

She was really in deep thought about this all 

all done 

it turned out so cute and she just loves it. Yes it is shirt less she did not want a shirt for it.. 

He loves me 

all done and in the box 

it was so much fun... 

and the Birth certificate //// ... it is so fun.. I told Jesse I want to go for my birthday lol..