little update

So we are surving with a newborn at our house.. I went right back in to mom mode he does OK during the night the 1st week he was in so much pain and it was so sad and hard for him to move his little leg he would move it out of just of reflex but would scream. We did get brother on Friday and he is 6 and in 1st grade he is doing great we will call him Sass. He is a little sassy and I seen a total different side of him after our 1st visit. I had to have a little heart to heart on how we treat people. so It was not fun this case is driving me crazy and there is nothing I can do has a Foster parent and it SUCKS. Dad gets visits with Broken and he fussed most the time at the visit and when I walked in Dad was holding him Its so hard to see that the person that severely abused this child gets to hold him like REALLY .. makes me sad.. and who knows if they will even charge dad it just makes me so sad this poor little guy.. Good News is I took him again for more xrays and it is 75% better from the time we got him and he is starting to move his leg a little better so that makes me so happy he is a happy little guys eats a ton.. so that is update on baby we go to the Orthopedic on the 25th and we are hoping for 100% healed so we can lose the Harness ;) OK let me tell you a little more about Sass!! He is hungry all the time I fed him and he says mom when is dinner or I'm hungry so I wonder if we have some kind of food issue so we will keep watching I still need to make Dr apt for him and do a therapy and dentist so needless to say we did get him a haircut and he is going to Wrestle so YEAH it should be good he gets along OK with the kids he fits right in so that always makes me happy .. Jesse does not know what to think sometimes but I love helping these kids and believe I was called to do this.. I have a lot of people ask how are you going to let this baby go and i just say my job now is to get Broken better and love him and I can grief later .. my job right now is to be his mommy and he does not need to feel me grief of losing him. Sass we will probably have 90 days then we will start a trial home placement with mom and then Broken probably 180 days.. So for now we just love him and Sass.. thanks to my friends and family for all your love and support and my wonderful Ward family you all are truly amazing .. and I appreciate and love you all