House Warming Party

to those I have forgot to Email or give there invites to. We will be having a house warming party and would love for you to come .. So here is the invite it will be the 14th this sat from 6-8 . Thank you for all of you that have said you are so exited and happy for us to finally be in are New home we are very exited and thankful this was are reason for moving to Axtell with property so we could grow old here together and watch are children grow.. love you all . And we also love are new home it is PERFECT the best part about it is the love we feel here.

What A week

Well we have had a crazy  week so far at the Sterling house hold. My mom is staying with us and we are trying to find her a place down here to rent. So if any one knows of any let me know ASAP. Well any ways on to my Story.. Monday my mom get's a call from (my no longer brother Casey's) girlfriend (Amanda) and she says that Casey is in jail and that he beat the crap out of his daughter Payton Saturday night so he has 2 charges filled on him now for that 1. domestic abuse in the present of a child and 2. a child abuse charge. for those who know my mom has taken care of her since she was born pretty much. But Casey has full custody of her. In Texas so my mom went and got an order yesterday and it is a temp order for 30 days. and they will be filling for full custody on the 19th of this month to where Casey will have no contact with Payton. any way Monday was a very emotional day and very stressful so was Yesterday cause my mom was not able to get her but is in Salt lake now hopefully getting her. She wants to be able to find a place down here so that Payton does not need to move from school to school. So need less to say I am a only child now and will have nothing to due with my brother for a very long time. Payton aunt Tara wants you to know that We love you so much and think of you all the time and will be so glad when everything settles down. Love you baby girl

at the Zoo last year .. Mrs. Payton and she did not want her picture taken .. 

amazing

So any ways . Yes me and Jess have been going threw a life and trial well last year and the year before. But any ways I have this old friend and I just have a hard time sometimes with the hurt . Yes I know I did a horrible thing and she likes to email me and throw it in my face or whatever . SO here are just some thoughts I have . for one I am not the mistakes I have made. we are all learning and growing and I am so thankful for my wonderful husband Jesse who has stood by me even when the times are tuff that brings me to quote I found.
When asked of a couple of 65 years asked how did you manage to stay that long together there reply was we were born in a time and place where if something was broke we fixed it. I just love this though and yes even though I did make a mistake we are fixing that and learning from this. I truly do have a husband who is the best thing that ever happened to me and we have put the past behind us. do we have hard days? yes do we have days well we are like is this truly worth it any more? YEs but again it is what we are here for to learn and grow from are trials and that trials are optional but Misery is optional so what do we choose. We choose to except the fact we are all human we all make mistakes we learn and grow and we BE HAPPY with what we have. How we have gotten threw all of this is One each other falling in love all over again and listing to each other and respecting one another and if one is having a hard day talk it out we don't hold grudges we learn to expect each other. 2. Are amazing 3 children that are worth fighting for and that we want them to have a better childhood then we did. We want to set examples for them and let them know how they should be treated when they find that eternal companion . We want  them to learn and grow and that No one is PERFECT we love people for who they are and not for there mistakes. 3. We have an amazing family and some great friends. I have some great sisters that are truly my best friends. Jessica you especially touch my heart in so many ways. I Love you so much and am so thankful for you in my life and the great example you are to me. I love when you can just text me and say hey I love you. you are an amazing sister and truly one of my best friends,. Amy you have taught me so much about my self and the person I am . thank you so much I love you . Jamie you are just amazing and the best. Even when I do not hear form you for a long time I know you think of us and we love you and miss you. I have some great brother in laws to that really are true brother who I could not ask for any one any better. Eric and Blake I know you guys give me so much crap but you to are so great I love you both and am so proud of both of you . Thanks for accepting me for who I am and loving my kids so much.

Another thing this friend has a thing about is my house okay so I am just wanting to say. I love this house for one her big thing is are house is similar or we have similar things okay so Yes my house may be the same color but guess what I love it and I am not the one that picked it Jesse did. No he does not like to be like her but that was the color we needed to decide on cause of the dirt and it looks good. Okay the doors are the exact same oh well Guess what my contractor picked our my doors. I did not. all in all I really do not care that are house is the same. or has similaries the best part about my NEW house is the pepole that I share with it and that we are going to make some amazing memories in this house. Why cause we have eachother and 3 great kids . I am so exited and so happy to be in this house with the pepole that I love and that we are so happy and can be here for each other. I am so thankful for a wonderful husband Jesse I love you so much and am so thankful for you being able to afford to build this nice house for us. That we can grow old toghtehr in . you truly are my best friend and everything i could ask for. Thank you so much for all you do. the true question that lays aside in my head is AM I HAPPY? I am NOT happy with the descions I have made. I am HAPPY that I have a whole life still ahead of me and a great husband that does any thing for us and that truly makes me HAPPY and wants us all to be HAppy you are the best baby I love you so much . Thanks for all you do. And of course the reason I live every day and put a smile on my face is Carley , Camron and Emika you guys truly are a blessing in my life and every day you guys do something that makes me Smile. and that is why I am happy is you 3 kids and your daddy make me HAPPY . love you all

My kids and the great examples they are

So Yesterday was a very emotional day at church and my kids never seem to amaze me. We found out a little boy in are ward had passed away . He is the same age has Camron and even thought this child had problems it still is just heart breaking. Carley came out of primary just very upset and wanted to know what we could do to help. So I always tell my kids to seek those out that need service. So we baked them a cake and gave them a little note to let them know we were thinking about them. Carely new how to deal with the emotion . Camron on the other hand knew I was sad and he went down stairs and came back up why I was cooking lunch and just had the blank expression on his face and I was like are you okay buddy. and he did not say any  thing and I could tell the poor little guy just needed to cry and let his emotions be known. so I said Camron it is okay to cry and he just cryed for a good ten minutes. So and at these times I have to put in my teaching Moments with my kids. And I said ya know this is the great thing about the gospel. The plan of salvation is it not wonderful that we can return to our heavenly father and know that things will be okay. So we said so this should be a really happy day for are friend he is in Heaven and he is with his mommy. So I told them it was still okay to be sad but we should also be happy for him. I love these times when I can teach my kids the gospel and its truth, We know we are all not perfect and we make mistakes , but one day if we try are best and do the things that are father in heaven asks we to can return to him. I want my children to learn and grow in the gospel and know that I love them so much and am so thankful for them in my lives and that they truly are a great example to me to be a better person and I have so much love for them. That they are what makes my life complete. I love you kids so much.

See they are so cute. 

are live and times

So me and Jesse have been together for 16 years I can not believe it and married 14 is that not crazy . so this is how it all begins

1996 in October is where it all began. At a dance club that is why we really actually say we met in a BARN. He had a date that night and forgot about is date. It was great. He said it was love at first sight me I was a little thinking he was kinda of crazy.


1997 the year we graduated from High school I graduated from Olympus High and he graduated from Taylorsville . We did not attend each others graduations we were broke up for a few weeks. But got back together and have been stuck since. IN September he asked me to marry him


1998- We moved in together  had an apartment together and Jesse worked at create carriers or coke I can not re amber and I was a department manger at Walmart. not sure what else

1999- We got married in May on the 20th , moved and moved to Salina Utah and Jesse started his job at Barney trucking and I was job less. we lived with him mom and dad for about 6 months then got are own place. I got a job at days inn and worked there for about 2 months then had a job at toco time worked there for about 6 .

2000 - Jesse still at Barneys of course. I worked at the Richfiled care center in the kitchen while attending Snow college and got my CNA . Still in the salina house .

2001- Still pretty much the same. Other then I lost my dear grandmother that year it was very sad. the year I rolled my car and quit the care center in Richfiled and worked at Mayfiled care center . Good times

2002- Still in Salina remodeled the outside . I am in Mayfiled and Jesse is still at Barneys

2003- IN May we find out we are expecting are 1st baby . due Jan 28th 2004. we were so exited my dad had lived with us then and we were ready for this new journey after trying for 2 years . I am still in Mayfiled and Jesse still the same.

2004- Jan we welcomed are baby girl in the world Emergency C-section at 737 at night and she was perfect still is Carley DEE Sterling . Dee is from my grandma that was called Dolores but every one called her Dee it fit perfect. I stayed home for 2 months then went back to work. she was a great baby

2005- Still the same things going on. Work , Work and baby is growing almost time for another .
found out I was in November.


2006 - Jan lost 2nd baby was so upset but got pregnant 3 weeks after and had to be on hormones to keep it. in July we moved to the town of Axtell. I also quit the care center and worked at Care a lot day care. October 12th welcomed are baby boy Camron Jeffery Sterling . and he brings us such JOY . was always sick he was born at 700 something in the Morning .

2007- Carley turns 4 on the 21st and the 23rd Camron is life flighted to Primary Children's with RSV . was there 2 weeks he is sick all the time. threw out the whole year had a Sid's monitor and was a sick baby . Ear infections . You name it .

2008 Jesse gets hired on at the Coal mine best job ever for him I am still at care a lot . Camron gets tubes and is a total different kid .

2009- We find out we are having another Baby .. Born in August well it was Dec 2008 we found out. and this is the last one and now I am just sad that it is. Carley started kin and I got hired at the school .
plus still worked day care .

2010 carely in 1st grade and loved it. still the same school and mine . things are great

2011- same old same old I quit the day care and the school after it was out .

2012- I am a stay at home mommy and love every minute of it I could not ask for a better husband . life and trail we went threw and regret every minute of it but am thankful for the husband I have who stood beside me . love him so much . thanks baby

2013 we decided it was time to start building , started April 1st and was done July 29th . great contractor who got it done fast . Thank you Claude. Moved in and the kids started school I have a 4th grader and a 1st grader. so thankful for all the people in my life . love you all dearly and thank you for being with us threw this life and journey . Thank you to my wonderful hubby Jesse for putting up with me and being the best dad and the best husband for letting me stay home and in joy are kids.

Some DEMO and NO not the new HOUSE

okay so we have to have the single wide trailer that we lived in for 7 years demoed because it is on the same property has the new house. so here are some pics

Jesse and Emika in the tractor 

the wall is gone 

dumping 

she did not like him driving threw the old house 

the saddest face ever 

my sexy man I just love him 

lots of crap 

there goes the roof 

yes he loves this stuff 

again 

and again 

what a mess 

and again 

yes and again 

Pink Zebra Closing my party this Friday

Hey every one I am closing my party on the 6th of September. So if you want to order let me know so I can get it in. thanks for all your support and if interested please let me know if you want to host a party. also this month is an excellent time to sign up it is 20 percent off both kits that is a great idea. thanks