MOTHER"S Day

yes another lovely mother's day..I just love this job there is nothing better then being a mom...today we went to church and there was some awsome talks if I could here them they would of been better...I like what the one lady said she said no matter how we grow we still call and want to talk to mom..dad answers and you ask how he is and if mom is there and if mom is not there the conversation is done..I know I talk to my mom everyday but i laughed today when I called to tell my grandma happy mother;s day and my grandpa answered I asked how he was and asked if grandma was there...I am thinking alot today about alot of things I know at times I am not the best of mom, my kids tell me i don't love them and I really do they just don't understand how much I love them..that I would do anything for them they are my everything...and I love eachone of them for some of the same reason...and eachone of them for a differnt reason like CARLEY she is the sweetest little girl and has a personality like no other..she is a great help to me and I love her so much for helping me..CAMRON now he is just camron what is not to love...Emika this kid can go from sweet and innocent to pure devilness and I love it...she is alot like me..I love my kids and apperciate them eaach day...and I know has they get older we will have lifes and trials..It took me so long to half carley I would cry I wanted a baby so bad ...I rember how they looked and how I felt when I held them or saw them the 1st time..and just how special they were...I thank my husband for finally deciding to have a baby and he is a great daddy and remarkble husband..

next to my mom..I miss her ...I hate that she is so far way and I love that we can talk everyday..MOM I want you to know that I love you and think of you everyday...she is truly and insperrasion to me and I love you mom..thanks for all you do for me and my family..

OH my mother-in - law how is also a great person and has affected me so much in my life I love you and everything you due..I love that you are my best friend and can talk to about anything..even if it is your boy driving me crazzy thank you for listing I love you...

I know you guys probally get tired of listing about Aunt shawna but like everyday today I thought of her and I miss her I wish I could pick up the phone and call her...but know that that is not possible..I went to the cemetery yeasterday and her headstone is beautiful...shawna you are in my thoughts everyday and I miss you everyday...love you sis

catching up

Wow I have been a slacker on this one well let's just due a run down of the family..oldest to youngest...JESSE is doing good still working at the coal mine and loves it, it has been a blessing to us..we are getting ready for farming season and hoping for another great year..Jesse is in the process of building a shop I so wish it was my house but we will get there soon..so he has been busy working and being him..

NOW to me well I quit the daycare and I am loving it has for right now. I am working at the elemenrty school and I love it..I have decided to countine my education in elementry education. so I am working on getting my assocites right now I struggled with math but we are going to try again other then that I am still busy trying to be the best mom ever and wife and I feel I fail at the sometimes...I am getting exited for summer it is going to be a great summer bring on the camping and FUN ....

Carley is getting exited for school to be out and has loved 1st grade and her teacher she is so much like me it scares me she is boy crazy and all...she is a good helper..she jsut loves playing school with her brother and sister..she did ballet this year and loved it she is thinking about clogging and tumbling next year..so we will see.. I am so proud of her and she is such a beautiful young lady..thanks carley dee for being u..

Oh Camron well what more do i need to say...He is all BOY ...he did preschool this year and will do another year of preschool which is good the teachers need time to ajust..he is a big tease and loves picking on his sisters...he is getting very smart and a smarty pants to he has attitude..but we love him and ham glad he is are's we love you buddy boy...

Then Emika Stella how my this girl can go from sweet and inoccent to the evil child..she talks a little bit..but she is turning into a terrible 2 year old...and I am so not ready for this one to turn 2 ..she is my BABY and it happened so fast...this kid can take down camron and she is defintly the youngest spoiled rotten...LOL and full of it...but we sure do love her...

Baby Girls's 1st birthday

Okay so I am a little slow...but are baby girl celberated her 1st bday and I just can not belive how fast she has grown and I am so sad cause this is my last baby....We had a good party for her..we had hotdogs and cake thanks aunt christa for making my cakes...we were not worried about her at all cause those who know Emika know she can eat... so we were not worried about her digging right in to her cake...execpt her face is really sad cause the boys that were there were scaring her....things Emika says are 1. mom 2.dad 3. car sometimes carley 4. tickle tickle and she loves her sister very much and camron sometimes, we are not walking yet but I am okay with that for now she can wait tell she is like 6 I think but she crawls and pulls herself up and this little girl Is are everything....we love you Emika Stella

Jesse and I

well jesse still is loving his job, and it is great, we took a family vacation and had a blast, we went on a huge camping trip and it was so much fun, we hiked and played in water and We went to strawberry res and then to tabiona Utah. to see a friend form high school that we havent seen in a while it was great fun the kids had a blast we, were camped out but we are ready to go again and going next week so exited. As for me I am trying to keep my sanity and that is always a challenge with 3 kids, but I love them!!! Jesse and I were married 11 years this year and in aug will be married 4yrs in the temple, well that is all for now. I will try and do better!!!!!!!!

Carley Dee

yes there is only one of her thank goodness, This girl is a mini me and some days we dont see eye to eye, but carely is very smart I can't belive how she has grown up. I love this girl she has attitude and she can lighten up our house, she will be in 1st grade and is so exited she loves to read and she is also a very good thinker, she likes to help her dad farm and can be pretty fearless to somethings. she loves her baby sister and is so good to help with her, she is fun to be around and likes to pose, she is going to be in cheerleading I just know it. k i have pictures of carley but she never has a normall pose.

Camron Jeffery

oh this kid is all boy and I can honsetly say I think if he was my first I would not have had more kids. He is always in to trouble and just loves everything he can do to his sister's. He has the cutest personality and can come up with some stuff, he likes to play outside and loves to help his dad well at least pretend to help his dad. Camron is going to try preschool this year for 2 days a week and this mom can not wait. okay for some reason it is not letting me load a pic. so will post one later.

Were Does the time go.......EMIKA Stella

oh my were does the time go... so I am going to do an update and all the kids so there will be alot t o read, So my baby is going to be 1 next month> I have know idea were the time went. So things Emika likes is to eat, she out eats camron and carley but toghther. she loves to laugh and is very spoiled. yes my baby is almost one and she just barley figured out how to crawl the right way, at first she would scoot backwards but now we are on a forward, I think she might just walk pretty soon which would be a suprise for me cause my other kids did not walk tell they were 15 months or 18 months, Emika just loves carley and camron well sometimes camron, he can be mean to her but one day he will get what he deserves, she loves both mommy and daddy, words that she says is dada, car-car, and tickle tickle. She loves to be called Little Stella and is out growing her baby fat, I can not belive almost a year has gone bye, I love you baby girl!!!