Were Does the time go.......EMIKA Stella

oh my were does the time go... so I am going to do an update and all the kids so there will be alot t o read, So my baby is going to be 1 next month> I have know idea were the time went. So things Emika likes is to eat, she out eats camron and carley but toghther. she loves to laugh and is very spoiled. yes my baby is almost one and she just barley figured out how to crawl the right way, at first she would scoot backwards but now we are on a forward, I think she might just walk pretty soon which would be a suprise for me cause my other kids did not walk tell they were 15 months or 18 months, Emika just loves carley and camron well sometimes camron, he can be mean to her but one day he will get what he deserves, she loves both mommy and daddy, words that she says is dada, car-car, and tickle tickle. She loves to be called Little Stella and is out growing her baby fat, I can not belive almost a year has gone bye, I love you baby girl!!!

in memory of aunt shawn

SO THIS IS IN MEMORY OF SHAWNA THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DO NOT THINK OF YOU. HOW IS MISS OUR LONG TALKS AND YOU ALWAYS BEING THERE TO SEE ME THREW. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE ONE I CALLED WHEN I WAS SAD OR JUST NEEDED A FRIEND. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND TTHIS TIME OF YEAR HAS BEEN HARD THIS WAS THE TIME OF THE YEAR WHEN WE WOULD ALWAYS SEE YA. I JUST CANT BELIVE ITS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR SINCE U PASSED ON. I KNOW U DONT HAVE THE PAIN. AND I KNOW YOU ARE WITH YOUR DAD, I KNOW YA WOULD OF BEEN OKAY. I WISH THERE WAS MORE WE COULD OF DONE TO HELP YOU THREW WHAT YOU WERE GOING THREW. I LOVE YOU AND MISS U SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been a while

so its been a while sorry my life is crazy i dident think one more kid would make such a differnce in life but she is great fun and getting so big!!!! so lets start with Emika Stella or little stella we call her she is so cute and growing so fst I cant belive she will be 5 months next month on the 10th crazzy. She had her 4 month check up and everything was good she wt 14 lbs somethins oz and cant rember how long but she is so dang cute she doesnt talk has much has the others did but she is a happy baby and we love her tonz.

Next Camron and he is a holy terror i dont know why i clean house just for him to destroy it, he has a fun peronality and is getting pretty sassy but he is funny he is talking so much more and loves his sisters likes to torture carley but she deserves it. He is 3 now and alot of fun.

Then there is are one and only carley and she is getting so big and smart she is learing to read and is getting very good at it she has lost 3 teeth this year and it is so fun watching her grow and she has an attituide somedays but we love her and she is such a good big sister and helps me out alot, she can be a drama queen sometimes though/she is still in all day kindergaten and loves it. so do we.

Jesse is still at the coal mine and loves every minute of it and so do I he is home alot more and alot closer to the kids. He is such a good daddy and husband I love him tonz and he is going to be having is 31 st bday on the 3rd and then I am not much to much behind him I couldnt ask for a better husband. LOVE YA BABE. Has for me I am adjusting to 3 kids around still i am still nusrsing the baby this has been my longest and I am so proud of my self I am losin my weight alot faster and just trying to keep up on my house which somedays I can do and other days I can not I dont know some pepole can do it/ I took a new job at the school has a reading tutor and i love it it's a nice break from my little ones. and i still work at the daycare and am still liking that. well mother hood is calling I still have alot on my mind though so I will Blog more later/

what has been going on in my world!!!

so its been a while lots of things been going and not alot of time to sit at the computer, so here we will give ya all a run down,first jesse and i are great jesse is stil loving his new job at the mine and i love that he comes home so much happier, he is truly amazing. I am going back to work next week after having 3 months of from having the baby i will be gald to go back even for just a couple hrs it will be nice, i am sad though 2 cause i have had all this time off and havent scraped book or anything for me but how well one day they wil get done.

Carley started kindergarten and goes all day it is nice in a way but sad, I cant belive how big she has got and how much she is learning we dont get what she learns until she is home playing school with camron she reminds me so much of me I dont like it cause the attitude, so mom i am sorry for everything i ever did, but she is my mini me. She can always make us smile when we are having a bad day, she is too funny, she loves pink she even told Jess yeasterday she loves pink so much she is going to have pink hair one day. So and she has bben a little sick latley, they think she has cyleic so we will see how she does on some medicine, but i want her to know that i love her so much and apperciate everything she does she is my helper and very good at it. I LOVE YOU CARLEY DEE AND AM SO PROUD OF YOU.

Then there is my little man Camron Jefffery and he is saying so much now, why is it we want our kids to talk then we cant get them to be quiet. I cant belive he is going to be 3 tommrow and everything the poor boy has been threw its amazing, for those that dont know Cam was very sick has a baby he got rsv when he was 3 months and it was the scariest thing i have ever bben threw, I thought I was going ot lose this presious baby boy, he was lifeflighted from gunnison hospital to primary childerns hospital and we were there for a few days, he had ear infection after ear infection and had tubes but in before he was 1. This little boy is a fighter and so strong willed, when he gets sick now it doesnt bother him at all in fact you hardley know he is sick. He loves carley so much and loves playong with her wheen she is home form school, he puts a smile on my face everyday just watching him play is so fun to watch and i love him so much.Camron i cant belive you are 3 man how time flys and you are truly and amazing little guy love ya buddy!!!

Then there is the baby I cant belive she is already 2 months, how and how I just love knowing that this presious little girl is a gift from my heavley father and we love her so much!! She is the princess, I love that she is smiling and coing now and am so gald she is healthy and i know that she will have life trials but for now i am so thankful that i can prevent those. I love cuddling with her and jsut holding her makes me smile. I love that she is named after my great grandma, and I love it when we call her Stella she just smiles, my great grandma was an amazing person inside and out and I know she took care of the baby in heaven and for that i am truly blessed, I love you baby girl and am so gald that our family is finly complete for now<

life update and new baby

we had are new addition on Aug 10th 2009 @5:55 am and she wt 6lbs 14oz and was 19 and half inches long/ and she is so pretty! her name is Emika Stella Sterling and such a joy.

so yeasterday i so wish i would of took my camera outside. my kids love to play out side and carley walked all the way around the field. well camron decided to take a short cut threw the pasture. well it wasn't a short cut cause it is a muddy mess and he literly got stuck!!! so he just sat there and i go out there and he says mamma i am stuck it took me a few min to pull him out so i am thinking about going to throw him out there just to get a pic, he is such a boy goota love them.

camron and daddy

my sexy man!!!

so we barrowed the neighbors back hoe to knock down some old corrals and to fix the driveway and camron loved going in it with. jesse he is turing in to a big time daddys boy. he fights over jesse with carley that it is daddy. and he say my daddy and it is so cute. so but jesse is an awesome dad and loves to do all the yard stuff with kids.